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a twist on fate -chapter 6

Mayar’s p.o.v :

Fai9al : wth is happening here ?!!  Lamar meen hatheeli tw’ha jat ??

I didn’t know how to answer or how to tell him that Lamar is the one who just left .. I can’t remain silent but I don’t know what to say !!!

Al7mdellaaahh , god bless phones , now his ringing phone has saved me from this

!!

He answered his phone while I was thinking about anything to say.

Fai9al’s p.o.v :

Hatha nfs rgm almustashfa eli dag menshwi 3lshan ybl’3oony 5br wfat oboy .. laih bydgoon marra thanya ?

Jawbt w glby mo mrta7 , 7sait ena fi mu9eeba thanya jaya bel 6reeg , yarb ma ykoon feeh shi .

Fai9al : w 3alaikum alsalam .. eeh tgrb le Lamar .. feeh shi ? .. 7ADITH ?!!!

This isn’t happening now , I can’t take this wallah , I’m not strong enough to take all of this , laish ya rbi laish ?!!! oboy w e5ty . Lamar was the only person who’s never gonna leave me , she was the only person I relied on ..

I couldn’t think well at that time , I was lost , distracted , etha Lamar bel mustashfa w 9ar laha 7adith , ajal meen eli m3ay al7een ?

R7t almustashfa w ana mo 3arf aish eli ga3id y9eer , it’s like I’m in a dream , I can’t realize any of the things happening now , it’s too much to understand and too much to take ..

I was walking to that inauspicious place , the place that has my father’s body but not soul , the place that has my sister , and I have no idea what’s with Lamar .

I headed to the reception , asked about the floor that Lamar was in , and walked to the elevator followed by that girl whoever she is ..

It was really agonizing to walk yourself to your pain , I know that a bad news is waiting for me up there , but why is life so cruel like this , I was just happy & blessed hours ago for the best family I’ve ever got , and now look at me walking to receive this news . It’s amusing how your life can quickly change , how can it sometimes depend on people , and how you feel and suffer when those people leave , yes we’ve been taught to live for ourselves only , ‘cause everyone is gonna depart someday , wither it was their choice to leave you or not .. but I can’t handle their lose ..

I wished anyone could do this instead of me , I can’t handle what’s happening ..

Fai9al : alsalam 3alykum doctor , ana jay as2al 3an Lamar eli twha t3r’9t l’7adith ..

The doctor : o5oy .. ana asif bs al7adith kan gwy, w 7na sawaina 3alaina bs hatha eli katbah allah

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Honestly no words can’t describe my feelings right now , enk t9ly 9alat almyet 3ala sh59ain kel wa7id a3z men althani , w enk btwd3 hal sh59ain lel abd , w ena hal sh59 eli ams kan y’97k 9ar alyoum aseer trab .. ma knt jahiz awd3hum , 7yati 93ba men dounhm..yarb enk tr7mhm br7tmtik alwas3a w t’3fr lhm ..

Kant wagf a’a54 3azahum w ana mo m9dg wala mstw3b eli y9eer ..

R7t w ana glby m3hum , w ana ad3y rbi y9brny 3ala hal mua9yb , r7t l’makan thani aglb feeh mwaj3y , r7t lel mustashfa ..



a twist one fate -chapter 5



a part of me was just very curious to know where he was going , I told lamar that I have to go back home , but I actually didn’t go back home I followed fai9al ..

damn!! he’s driving way too fast I can’t see his car anymore , I had also to drive faster than the usual just to make sure that I’m still following him.

he left the car and walked ,walked to everyone’s secret keeper, walked to the thing that we all adore , and to the thing who we all talk to when we feel lonely , he walked to the sea .. He couldn’t take it and fell into the ground and cried, and I also couldn’t take it , I mean seeing this guy in this situation had really broke my heart , and also made me tear . ma 7sait l’nfsy ‘3air w ana gedamah , it’s like my heart drove me to him , he raised his eyes and looked into my eyes and then .. omg , this is so unexpected , it feels wired .. I just didn’t know what to do , I literally freezed .

now this guy , whose name is all  I know , hugged me !!!

y3ni amana ma knt 3arfa kaif at9rf , knt a7is b’shi ‘3reeb , w knt mn9dma and wowww he’s now crying on my shoulder ..

I just hugged him back , at that time I didn’t really know what I was thinking , my heart was my only guide , and all I did is just followed it .

Fai9al : Lamar … ana ‘9ay3 mo gader astw3ib eli y9eer , goleeli k4b oboy ma mat , goleeli lessa 3ayish , goli eni ma 9rt yteem

I was just staring at him without pronouncing any letter , awal shi I hugged a guy that I just saw for the first time , thani shi yfkrny Lamar , and what he’s saying .. God assist me with this , cause I don’t really know where are we reaching .

We both suddenly turned at the same second staring at the car that has just arrived , okay could this day be any worse ?

The 3 of us was shocked and each for a different reason. Mw8fy kan mu7rj , I mean she just saw me hugging this guy that I don’t know first and then ..

Lamar’s p.o.v :

I ran out of words , eli ga3da ashoofah gedamy .. Mayar and Faisal ? men meta w hm y3rfoon b3’9 ? w laih fai9al ma galy ? I mean we tell each other everything , bs it seems that I’m the only one who tells him everything .. and it feels weird , though aching to see them in this situation . I think the three of us can hear the voice of my heart beats , they couldn’t be any louder , and I couldn’t help it but teared , although those tears just signify nothing of my feelings at the moment .

Today I lost my uncle , I mean my father .. Mayar eli a5r w7da tw83t’ha mumkin tkoon b’3la8a m3a fai9al ..

w ahm shi Fai9al , Fai9al eli mafi kelmat mumkin tw9fah , l2na b’bsa6a ymthil 7yati , ho alsh59 alw7eed eli magdr a3eesh men doonah , alsh59 eli agolah kelshi , w alsh59 alw7eed eli , eli .. laih agoolha w at3b glby ..

r7t alsyarah , w 9rt asoog bsr3a , bs ma knt 3arfa wain aroo7 , l2na alsh59 eli kan mlj2y alw7eed w alsh59 eli knt ahrib lah kel ma 9ar li shi , 9ar alsh59 eli ahrib menah ..

my vision was really blurry because of my teary eyes , and I wasn’t able to think at that time , I was driving really really fast and I just didn’t pay attention to anything in this whole wide world . I just felt that all the reasons that kept me alive faded , and all the people I loved left me , so my life isn’t worth living anymore , why would I just bring pain to myself  , and make myself suffer by my own self . living is a choice to many people , but to me it isn’t . I now have a 0 reason to live for , so my choice isn’t as any person in this world , my choice is to die , to just kill all the pain I’m feeling , and to execute all my struggles .

I think it’s the time for goodbye ..  

a twist on fate -chapter 4

I was walking to the door , and about to enter the house but a voice stopped me , w

 allah y9brni  it’s Lamar once again …

I was staring at her , eli shtabi la7gtny l’3nd baity

Lamar : I’m so sorry , wallah I didn’t mean that , I just forgot ..

No reaction from me , y3ni shtbeeni agoolha ?

Lamar : c’mon yallah Mayar !!

Me : uff , okay okay come

So she followed me to my apartment , w d5lna w ma ashoof ella Lamar troo7 w tnsd7 3al kanba =)) !! mo k2nha awal marra tjy baity w awal marra nshoof b3’9 barra aljam3a =)) ?!

Lamar : Mayar please jeebeli moya

Ana wjhy 9ar ketha :O , mo menjidha hathe , ma54a ra7t’ha 3al 2a5er al o5t =))

Jbt laha moya w ga3da a6ali3ha ant’9r meta bt3dil alg3da 3lshan nbda shu’3l J

Lamar : fi shay ?

Hathe ybeelha kaf al’9ahir =)) w ts2al b3d !!

Me : la abd , bs ma wdik t3dleen g3dtik 3lshan nbda shu’3l

Lamar : la ketha arya7 3adi agdar asht’3l ketha

La la mo 6bee3ya albnt =)) , al9br yarb la aswi feeha shi ana wa9la 7di menha alyoum

5zait’ha 5za mu7trma w 7st 3ala nfs’ha w a5erran g3dt zay alnas w bdaina shu’3l ..

After a while , I went to the kitchen to bring myself water , and I suddenly heard Lamar screaming , what’s wrong with that girl ?!

R7t ashoof sh3ndha w eli ashoofha t9ee7 w t9ar5 w ana madri shelsalfa , 3jzt afham hal bent ..

Mayar : shfeek .. ?!

Lamar : Mayar 3ammi , 3ammi ..*crying*

Ma fahmt shi menha , w ana a7awil ahdeeha w as2lha shfeek bs t9ee7..

Lamar’s P.O.V :

I was checking twitter w Mayar kant bel m6b5 w faj2a ma ashoof ‘3air fai9al ydg w ybki .. awal marra fai9al y9ee7 , what’ happening ?

Fai9al : Lamar .. oboy ra7 ya lamar ..

Ana ma knt ga3da astw3ib eli y9eer , awal shi fai9al y9ee7 b3dain aish eli ga3d ygoolah.. ?

Me : fai9al shtgool .. ?

Fai9al : oboy mat and .. then he was crying

I was really shocked I couldn’t believe what he just said .. 3amy mat ?

3amy eli kan b’7sabt oboy .. 3amy eli rbany w kbrny... 3amy eli 3w’9ny 3an ‘3yab oboy .... la hatha mo 3amy hatha oboy ..

I started crying and screaming , why do I always lose people I love ? why do they have to leave me alone ? why does this has to happen with me ?? why always me ? ma ykfi eni ma kan 3ndi obo nfs bagy 9degaty ? ,I all the time heard them talking about how great their fathers were , and I all the time saw my friends hugging their fathers , and on my graduation day all my friend’s fathers and mothers were there, but I didn’t have a father  whom I could hug when I graduated or when I just felt bad , bs 3amy 3w’9ny 3an oboy ,kan y6lib meny anadeeh baba .. w al7een ra7 oboy althani , ra7 3zy w sanady , ra7 3amy Khalid …

6lbt men mayar twdeeni almustshfa eli kan 3amy feeh ..

W awal ma d5lna almustashfa ra7at mayar ts2al , w r7na the third floor , where he was …

Awal sh59 sheftah kan fai9al w kan y9ee7 , ma t3wdt ahoofah y9ee7 knt abi ahdeeh w agoolah ra7 makan a7san bs ma gdrt , l2ana ana knt m7taja a7d yhdeeni .. I hugged him tightly and cried , cried for everything in my life , I couldn’t hold my tears and act strong in front of fai9al .. my pain was too sharp to be hidden ..

Mayar’s  P.O.V :

Lamar g63t galby , the way she is crying is so heartbreaking ..

W b3dain she went a hugged that guy .. and he also was crying , marra g63 galby I never saw a guy crying in front of my eyes :c , I don’t know why but I just loved that guy , he wiped his tears and hugged his mother I guess and kissed her forehead ..

And then left the hospital , a part of me was just very curious to know where he was going , I told lamar that I have to go back home , but I actually didn’t go back home I followed fai9al .. 

thanks for the help R&S i love you guys so much <3   

 

a twist on fate -chapter 3

It's 9 am right now , and my class starts only after 30 mins . uff ya allah madri shalbs , ya allaaah wain ra7t alnew shirt eli twni ams shrait'ha , I stayed starring at my closet for the next 20 mins and then finally decided what to wear , added simple make up and drove to the colllage.

At the end of the first class

The doctor : so the project is due next week , you're gonna work in pairs , the pairs are assigned on the paper right there , good luck and have a nice day .  

I went and searched for my partner and again a new coincidence Lamar is my partner…

Where is she ? I was searching for her , the class has just ended wain e5tft fj2a , shklha ma 9dgt alclass y5l9 w 6l3t hatha men awlha … allah y3een madri kaif bsht'3il m3aha bs

I asked one of the girls for her number and texted her telling her to meet me today in strabucks at 8 pm to work on the project.

At 7:45 pm

 Mayar was applying lipstick when she finished she grappled her bag and drove to starbucks .

Lamar was intensely following the ball , yes she was playing football , w nst mayar w enha lazim tgabliha b3d 15 mins.

At 8 pm

Mayar arrived , ordered , and sat waiting for the arrival of Lamar.

8:15

8:30

8:40

And it's now 8:45

Mayar's p.o.v :

She must be joking , it's 8:45 , she could've sent a massage or even call if she couldn’t make it , I hate it when people ignore me just tell me you can't but never ignore me .

3a9btny w estfztny , I decided to leave I'm not gonna spend more time waiting for nothing , wgft 3lshan aroo7 w ela fj2a ashoofha da5la w jaya trki'9 3ndi , kant ga3da tshahg , shklha kam mbhdal , she was all wet and also wearing football's outfits

Lamar : I'm so sorry I forgot about it , lamman t'thkrt jeet bsr3a , I'm truly sorry , we can work now it isn’t late right ?

She took a seat and then stared at me

Lamar : yallah shfeek ? let's start working

Tes'thbil 97 ? aish eli tbeeni ag3id la w nsht'3il b3d , byjeeni al '9'36 w al sukar al 8ollon menha  

Lamar : heeey yallah why are you wasting time

Mayar hdi hdi , ma yes'tahil t39been

W 6l3t men starbucks , kwys ma swait feeha shi ya5i tnrfzzzzz

Mayar 18 years old , a very hard worker , people think I'm lucky but I'm not at all it's just that I work hard to get anything I want. Been through the a lot of bad times but I'm truly thankful for that moments , thanks to them I'm much a stronger person now , ensana 39bya jeddan , ejtema3eya , obsessed with fashion , and I'm finally home.

I was walking to the door , I was about to enter the house but a voice stopped me , w allah y9brni it's Lamar once again …

I know it's short sorry :c , but I promise if I get questions and comments I'm gonna post tomorrow :D

  

   

a twist on fate - chapter 2

So now that I finally found her , what will I exactly ask or say ?

Mayar : can you move please ? I have to go

Me : but …

I couldn’t ask any question or say anything

After that I headed to my uncle's house , since he lives here in  Kuwait , said hi and went to my room

Days passed normally , I couldn’t talk to mayar , whenever I try something happens

So today is Friday , there is a family dinner at some restaurant in the avenues , and as usual I was late .

 I entered the restaurant and what a coincidence , Mayar was also there …

I was staring at her , ya ma7asin al9udf , y3ni wain ma aroo7 alageeha gedami , I was thinking while starring at her w ma 7sait 3ala nfsi w ana a6ali3 a fj2a the waiter 9dm finy w enkb kelshi 3ala malbsi :) !!!

 w foog kel  eli 9ar kel a7d ga3d y5z , mashallah kmlt . kent ga3da a6ali3 b malabsi w fj2a marra thanya a7d thani 9dm finy! hal marra ma kan waiter bs kan sh59 ana men zaman al7gah bs alyoum w al7een hal sh59 ja 3ndi , Mayar .

I don’t know why , but this time I didn’t feel like talking to her or ask her anything , so she only said sorry and then went .

I also went back home "my uncle's house" , and I was playing soccer outside since  I haven’t  got any other thing to do , and shortly after my cousin fai9al joined me

Fai9al : dude , who was that girl in the restaurant today , she really looks like you

I was busy with the ball , I didn’t pay attention to him

Fai9al : helloooo

Me : n3m , n3m shtby ? 5leeni al3b

Fai9al : a7sn a9lan knt bagoolik 3n shi

Me : la la amza7 =)) sh3ndik ?

Fai9al : umm wallah madri kaif agoolik

Trkt alkoora men ydi w r7t 3ndah , shklah warah salfa

Me : tklm sh3ndik

Fai9al : anaa , anaaa

Me : ent shfeek ? e5l9 yallah

Fai9al : mu3jb b ..

A9lan ma kml kalamah gmt a9ar5

Me : meeeen ? w ma t3lm ya zg bsr3a gool meen w wain shft'ha w kaif ?!!

Fai9al : shft'ha alyoum bel mall w s7rtny men awal na'9ra , allaaah 3laiha bs

Me : tklm meen 6ayeb , kaif shklha ?

Fai9al : shklha yhbil , ya5i ma gd sheft a7d b jmalha

Me : e5l9 w tklm meen ? 7rgt a39abi

Fai9al : mst3da t3rfeen ?

Me : eeeeeehhh yallaaah goool

Fai9al : 6ayeb 6ayeb bagool , bs awal shwi ya5i shfeek ga3da jnbi sh'hal bthara

I moved 3lshan alzg y5l9 w ygool meen t3eest al7'9 =))

Fai9al : ummm

Me : yallaaah

Fai9al : umm , aljzma aljdeed eli b Nike

9dg kalb 7msny 3al fa'9y , gam yrk'9 w ana al7gah

So let me talk about myself

I'm Lamar , 18 years old , 170 cm , long dark brown hair , bronze skin and tiny pink lips .

Soccer is my life , I just love it , yngal 3anni dfsha =)) most of my friends are guys , and about my girl friends they're not the type of girls eli dl3 w halkalam , I hate the girls from that type . I'm such a sensitive person but I don’t never show it , people always hurt me,  they think that it's funny, it makes them laugh and makes me hurt …  and yeah that's me :D

Sorry for the late post :c , and again your comments are all I need , so please comment :D

 

A twist on fate - chapter 1

Hello everyone , I'm finally back with a new story , I hope you all like it , and please your comments are really important :D

Thank you @Nonyaldulaijan for your help , and ideas , I loovee you <3

I was in hurry , I'm late and that's my first class in the collage , that’s not what I planned for and that wasn’t how I wanted my first class to start , I finally reached there and ran into the class , got inside there , ohh shit everyone is staring including the doctor of course , I was about to apologize but a voice behind me stopped me

The girl : I'm really sorry for being late

Me : I am too , and I hope this doesn’t get repeated

The doctor : I hope so , now  you both take a seat after telling me your names please

Me : I'm Mayar

The girl : and I'm Lamar

We both took seats next to each other , the class started and ohh god it was damn boring , all I was thinking about is that girl sitting next to me , Lamar . she looked a lot like me , that was scary actually , we had the same hair color , same eyes , nose and tiny lips , we looked the same.  I didn’t pay attention to anything or anyone , shortly after I was interrupted by the doctor

The doctor with a sarcastic smile  : seems like you were paying attention , the class has ended 10 mins ago

Could this day get any worser ? kel shwi atfshl

I left the class after apologizing for the second time from the doctor.

Lamar's POV:

That was wired now , that Mayar girl looks like me , and a lot , how come? I was really interested to know her , I was walking and searching for her , ohh yeah there she is , I was really hurrying I wanted to talk to her so bad , there she is 2 meters away I was about to say her name but my phone stopped me , it was my mother:

Me : ahlan mama

Mama:  ahleen , kaif aljam3a bshri ?

Me : al7mdellah kelshi mashi , mama 6mneeni 3ala 9u7tik , kaif 9rty al7een ?

Mama : al7mdellah ana kwysa , enti bs rkzi b drastik  w ana …

Where is Mayar now ?

I didn’t hear what my mom said , I was too busy searching for Mayar and hoping to find her  

Me : mama aklmik b3dain

I was walking and searching

There she is , yes I finally found her , I ran to reach her

Me : Mayar , Mayar

That girl looked turned and opps that wasn’t Mayar

Me : sorry , bs shbhtik 3ala a7d

And I couldn’t find her.

I headed to the collage's parking , walked to my car , tried to open it , but it isn’t opening , what the hell is happening , but I'm sure this is my black Porsche

And suddenly Mayar is in front of me

Mayar: what's wrong ? that's my car , is there anything I can help you with ?

Me : ohhh I'm so sorry , it's just like my car , I thought that it was mine

So now that I finally found her , what will I exactly ask or say