a twist on fate -chapter 6

Mayar’s p.o.v :

Fai9al : wth is happening here ?!!  Lamar meen hatheeli tw’ha jat ??

I didn’t know how to answer or how to tell him that Lamar is the one who just left .. I can’t remain silent but I don’t know what to say !!!

Al7mdellaaahh , god bless phones , now his ringing phone has saved me from this

!!

He answered his phone while I was thinking about anything to say.

Fai9al’s p.o.v :

Hatha nfs rgm almustashfa eli dag menshwi 3lshan ybl’3oony 5br wfat oboy .. laih bydgoon marra thanya ?

Jawbt w glby mo mrta7 , 7sait ena fi mu9eeba thanya jaya bel 6reeg , yarb ma ykoon feeh shi .

Fai9al : w 3alaikum alsalam .. eeh tgrb le Lamar .. feeh shi ? .. 7ADITH ?!!!

This isn’t happening now , I can’t take this wallah , I’m not strong enough to take all of this , laish ya rbi laish ?!!! oboy w e5ty . Lamar was the only person who’s never gonna leave me , she was the only person I relied on ..

I couldn’t think well at that time , I was lost , distracted , etha Lamar bel mustashfa w 9ar laha 7adith , ajal meen eli m3ay al7een ?

R7t almustashfa w ana mo 3arf aish eli ga3id y9eer , it’s like I’m in a dream , I can’t realize any of the things happening now , it’s too much to understand and too much to take ..

I was walking to that inauspicious place , the place that has my father’s body but not soul , the place that has my sister , and I have no idea what’s with Lamar .

I headed to the reception , asked about the floor that Lamar was in , and walked to the elevator followed by that girl whoever she is ..

It was really agonizing to walk yourself to your pain , I know that a bad news is waiting for me up there , but why is life so cruel like this , I was just happy & blessed hours ago for the best family I’ve ever got , and now look at me walking to receive this news . It’s amusing how your life can quickly change , how can it sometimes depend on people , and how you feel and suffer when those people leave , yes we’ve been taught to live for ourselves only , ‘cause everyone is gonna depart someday , wither it was their choice to leave you or not .. but I can’t handle their lose ..

I wished anyone could do this instead of me , I can’t handle what’s happening ..

Fai9al : alsalam 3alykum doctor , ana jay as2al 3an Lamar eli twha t3r’9t l’7adith ..

The doctor : o5oy .. ana asif bs al7adith kan gwy, w 7na sawaina 3alaina bs hatha eli katbah allah

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Honestly no words can’t describe my feelings right now , enk t9ly 9alat almyet 3ala sh59ain kel wa7id a3z men althani , w enk btwd3 hal sh59ain lel abd , w ena hal sh59 eli ams kan y’97k 9ar alyoum aseer trab .. ma knt jahiz awd3hum , 7yati 93ba men dounhm..yarb enk tr7mhm br7tmtik alwas3a w t’3fr lhm ..

Kant wagf a’a54 3azahum w ana mo m9dg wala mstw3b eli y9eer ..

R7t w ana glby m3hum , w ana ad3y rbi y9brny 3ala hal mua9yb , r7t l’makan thani aglb feeh mwaj3y , r7t lel mustashfa ..