chapter 11

This post I'd dedicated to the super cutie @luluomair51 , thanks for all the support I love you <3 

everyone hates me , I betrayed everyone's trust , I don't deserve to live , my life should end , it should and ...

Suicides is the only choice I have , I don't want to continue this fake life , 5ala9 t3bt , I hope there was another choice , I hope their was a reason to live for , I hope their was someone caring someone loving , ahh hopes hopes

I looked for something to help me murdering my self , I found pills , different types and kinds of pills , I took them and went back to my bed , I sat and wondered , 5ala9 is this my life ? Should it end now ? Millions of questions were in my mind is just ended that headache by the first pill , the second , 4th , 7th and then all the pills I've got , I felt dizzy , memories are flashing back in my mind , my blurry vision , at that moment I realized that death is so close , I felt that my soul is about to leave my body , but all my feeling got ended by leaving this world , my eyes got shut and everything is unknown now ...

What happened ? Will razan live ? Or that would be the end the end of this story ?

No the post didn't end yet , let's see what happened

Rakan's p.o.v :

I just came back home , and I was really bored , so I thought that razan might be awake , I just loved and enjoyed last time with her , let's see she may join me

I went to her room , thinking about the movie we should watch , horror or comedy ? Umm should we order pizza or burger ? ...

I opened the door without knocking ,

Me: razan wainik ? T3ali nsh-

His shock wasn't a thing I can describe in words , he went to her asking her to enjoy time with him but he saw her in misery , in a total pain.

I carried her to the hospital - 7f'9ona hal mustashfa kel youm mu9eeba xD-

Back to razan's p.o.v:

dizziness was all I felt , I couldn't really see well , but whom I saw rad al 7ayah finy , whom I saw was unexpected at all , not after what happened at least ?