chapter 1

I was watching the sea, and as the wind created the waves of the sea, memories had waved into my mind with every single detail, as if I just heard that words, that was most like knives that shattered my heart and destroyed me.  

 _flash back_

It was late, and as usual no one was home, mom attending wedding or a party, dad in a business trip, and my brothers weren’t home of course. I was busy chatting with zeyad , until I heard a voice calling : razan.

I immediately closed the line, and went to see who's calling , my maid had gave me the phone , I wondered who may be calling at this time , and it was my mother I answered wondering : n3m mama

Mama: razan 7bibty '3iry mlabsik w t3ali al mustshfa obook t3ban

I changed and drove to the hospital, and now I'm between my mother's arms hugging her and asking her not to worry.

1 week after

My father is better now , we were with him in his fancy suite in the hospital  , me , my mother , and my 3 brothers ra2ed , rakan , and rami , and his one and only brother , sultan , with his son zeyad.

I'm razan the 18 years old girl , tall , long light  brown hair , wide hazel eyes , tiny mouth , and tiny nose , I have 3 brothers ra2ed (23 years) , rakan (21 years),and rami(19 years). I have been raised without anyone by my side, mom is always busy so and my dad, and my brothers. No one had ever asked about me.  I never thought that I would do this but I did , I talk to zeyad without anyone knowing , zeyad the 23 years old guy that stayed by my side , that gave me a chance to talk , to share my pain , yes I love zeyad , I don’t know where are we reaching , but all I know is that I love him.

Back to the hospital

My dad had ordered all of us to be there, he wanted to mention an important thing , no one knew what is it , we were all waiting.   I didn’t know that those few words the my dad had said  would determine my destiny , WHY , WHY , after I found the right person , this happens , laish zeyad laish zeyad ?!!!   

_end of flashback_

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