Back to present day
My phone had interrupted my thoughts, and it forced me to face the ugly reality. It was my friend soha asking about me , and when had I returned from London , yes after that day I left everything behind me and went , I just couldn't handle it here.
I was back home now, in the dining room, surrounded by the rest of my family, after my dad had passed, my family grew closer after that tragic event. Silence was killing. After finishing that dinner that is most likely a scene that repeats itself every day since I was back from London. I haven’t seen zeyad from that day of the hospital which means a year ago, I can't face him, it just that whenever I see him I remember everything.
a week after
Today is the wedding of my brother ra2ed, I didn't want to go but he's my brother, adding to that my relationship with my brothers became better. After changing and heading to the weeding hall, the wedding was amazing, it was how I imagined my OWN wedding with my OWN zeyad. After all the fake smiles and everything, ra2ed came followed by uncle sultan, rakan , and rami , and WHAT A SHOCK zeyad was with them . Our eyes met and as they did I remembered his promise
_flashback_
I was talking to zeyad while crying, he was trying to stop the tears flow, and he successfully did by saying the following:
Wa3d meni ya a'3la ma 3endi eni ma atrkik lo aish ma 9ar
Wa3d meni ma afr6 be hal m7bah ya 7ubi al awal w al a5eer
Razan ana aw3idek eni 6ool ma ana 3ayesh ma ra7 t7tajen a7d '3airy , and hena dayman , w mafi shi yfrgna ela al mout.
_end of flashback_
I was thinking about his words , w mafi shi yfrgna ela almout , really did that happen ? la zeyad eli frgna kan akbar men al mout. Eli frgna kan kalemat , eeh kalemat kant kafya t7dd m9eerna , what was that words though ?
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