chapter 5

P.S: you better listen to someone like you by Adele , exactly fitting this situation.  

Mama: ana ma ra7 alif  a adoor  , fin as mtgdmeen lek , w al fur9a ma tet3wa'9

Me: mama atw83 t3rfeen rayye be hal mw'9oo3 , ana zwaj ma abi atzwj

Mama started yelling : RAZAN 5ALA9 LE META Y3NI  A..

I interrupted mama : MAMA 5ALA9 7ESSO FINY SHWI , ENTO DMRTONY , ENTO SABAB KEL ELI FINY ANA W ZEYAD KENA N7IB B3'9…

Mama interrupted with a surprised tone : ENTI W ZEYAD

Me : Eeh ZEYAD , ZEYAD ELI HO … and I couldn’t complete …   

_flash back_

I remember that day as if it was yesterday , I still see it in my mind, with every single and specific detail

My dad had ordered all of us to be there, he wanted to mention an important thing , no one knew what is it , we were all waiting, me , mom , my 3 brothers , actually 4 , w 3ami sultan , my dad stated by destiny in those few words : ana alyoum abeekm klkm tkoonon mjtm3een , ya sultan al sr eli 5beenah 23 sanah lazim ynkishif , ana lamman awdi3 hal denya wdi akfir thonbi , ana 562t ktheer bs hal 56a2 5ala9 ma 3ad agdr a5beeh , kant shrkti b azma w Haifa(mama) kant 7amil , w bnfs wgt weladt'ha kant azmti , kan sultan o5oy al kbeer mtzwj 9ar lah  4 sanwat lakin ma gdar yjeeb 3yal , lamman Haifa wldt jabt tom f eshtr6 sultan 3ly eni etha 36aitah wa7id men al tom , bysa3ndi bel azma , f 36eetah zeyad

ZEYAD ? ZEYADI ANA ?

I couldn’t hear the rest , what I heard was more than enough , my eyes closed together , and my body was so heavy , I just couldn’t handle this.

After 2 days of that I woke up , and as I opened my eyes ,I saw all the memories of me and zeyad, hugging , talking , smiling , I remembered his eyes , his passionate eyes , I saw love deep inside them , huh I didn’t only see his eyes in my memories , I saw them in front of me , but this time full of pain , full of fear and frighten , my surprise shut my mouth , I couldn’t say anything , not a single word , I saw zeyad's lips moving , and as he spoke , I screamed and shouted with tears all over my face , what I heard is enough ,what's more , is there anything left , do I have to get ready for more , I'm the sister now , the SISTER…

_end of flashback_

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