chapter 4

 And as we sat , and all of us were there , mom , ra2id and his wife reema , rakan , rami , and zeyad.

Mama: kaifek zeyad ? men zaman mo marna

Zeyad: tamam , t3rfeen al shu'3il , bs ana jay al youm 3lshan abi agoolkm eni 8rrt a56b

Did I hear that right , zeyad yabi y56b , ZEYAD ?!!!!!

I was speechless , I didn’t knew what to say , or how to act , but all I know that this thing is over , it was his choice

While everyone was happy for him , and between their congratulations

 I said : mbrook zeyad , enshallah tet'hna b hal zwaj w tshoof feh eli ma sheftah m3 al '3air , bs ma gelt lena meen s3eedat al 7'6 ?

He was really surprised , I think you are too , this is over , I'm sick of being sad , desperate , I believe that now should be the end of all this drama , I know that this wasn’t a good start , I had to pretend , yes pretend and as they say " we are what we pretend to be "

Zeyad answered proudly : sara alX

Me while laughing physically  but dying mentally : ohh sara ma '3airha , kant m3ay bel thanwi , wallah w kbrt  bta5ith zeyad

I was dying , 7sait ro7i bt6l3 men mkanha , bs I'm not showing  my weakness , not anymore. I was blessed to hear my mobile's ringtone echoing in the silent living room. it was an unknown number ,I got up and went to my room , and answered the phone

Me: alo

The unknown # : alo razan

Me: fahad ?

The unknown # : eeh fahad , kaifek razan ?

I answered wonderingly  : tamam al7mdellah

Fahad : razan ana abi musa3dtik , abi afaje2 soha , w enti akthar w7da t3rfeen soha , mumkin ?

Me: akeed

And the phone call continued until we decided that we would meet today at 9pm

As the pointer of my hand watch pointed at 8:30 , I was with my driver heading the restaurant selected by me and fahad , and at the exact of 8:45 I was waiting in the table.

At 9:00pm fahad figures appeared

Fahad  : while smiling : am I late or something ?

Me ; hahaha no , I just came early

Fahad sat , and we both ordered 

Then I said : ent shtbi tswi bil'9b6?

Fahad: ma 3ndi shi bebaly , ana jay lek tsa3diny

Me: umm, what about mathlan enk ta5eth'ha trip le Dubai  , greeba w bnfs al wgt 7elwa

Fahad : 7lu , bs ana abi shi '3air shwi

Me : 6yeb , bs 36iny youmin afkr a arid lek 5abar

We continued our dinner , & it was great , fahad was such a funny and a friendly person , yd5il al glb.

At the next morning , while having my coffee in our garden , that was huge and combined with a plenty of colorful flowers, my mom came and sat in front of me

Mama: 9ba7 al 5air

Me: 9ba7 alnoor

After minutes of silence mama finally said

Mama: etha ma 3ndik shi mumkin atklm m3k b mw'9oo3

Me : akeed

Mama: ana ma ra7 alif  a adoor  , fin as mtgdmeen lek , w al fur9a ma tet3wa'9

Me: mama atw83 t3rfeen rayye be hal mw'9oo3 , ana zwaj ma abi atzwj

Mama started yelling : RAZAN 5ALA9 LE META Y3NI  A..

I interrupted mama : MAMA 5ALA9 7ESSO FINY SHWI , ENTO DMRTONY , ENTO SABAB KEL ELI FINY ANA W ZEYAD KENA N7IB B3'9…

Mama interrupted with a surprised tone : ENTI W ZEYAD

Me : Eeh ZEYAD , ZEYAD ELI HO …

If you want to know who's zeyad read next chapter ;)

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