I immediately called rakan to say thank you
Rakan : hii
Me : hii , mara shukrani I soo like it
Rakan : hii
Me : hii , mara shukrani I soo like it
Rakan : like what
Me : the room
Rakan : which room are you talking about
If rakan wasn't the one , then who did
My question wasn’t an issue , I didn’t need to search for an answer this time , instead the answer found me , rakan's call was followed by another call that ended all my doubts. Why this person again why , why
It was soha , yes soha that just apologized for everything , the one that saw her best friend hugging her husband , soha that just called me from the hospital because of her baby's life is in threatened thanks to me . can anyone just imagine my situation ? just picture the life I'm leaving ? , what a blessing life , what a wonderful coincidences , what a life I cried , alas crying wasn’t enough , my tears and sniffs couldn’t echo the pain I felt deep inside
Few days later
soha finally left the hospital. , and now I'm on way to see her. I entered her house with a white tulips bouquet , I handed it to fahad , and greeted both the husband and wife , fahad and soha
We chatted about some random stuffs , and for sure awkwardness occupied some moments. But the main subject was soha's apology about misunderstanding the situation. And my hate for myself grew more and more.
I went back home , this time I stayed at the roof staring at the stars and thinking Since that day , I couldn’t stop thinking about him , I was enabled to think about anything but him , remembering that day wasn’t a choice , my feelings won this time . what I extremely hate about my life , is that I always tend to love the wrong persons . my brother first and now
I want to hate him , I want to dislike him , if only that was a choice , if only
My question wasn’t an issue , I didn’t need to search for an answer this time , instead the answer found me , rakan's call was followed by another call that ended all my doubts. Why this person again why , why
It was soha , yes soha that just apologized for everything , the one that saw her best friend hugging her husband , soha that just called me from the hospital because of her baby's life is in threatened thanks to me . can anyone just imagine my situation ? just picture the life I'm leaving ? , what a blessing life , what a wonderful coincidences , what a life I cried , alas crying wasn’t enough , my tears and sniffs couldn’t echo the pain I felt deep inside
Few days later
soha finally left the hospital. , and now I'm on way to see her. I entered her house with a white tulips bouquet , I handed it to fahad , and greeted both the husband and wife , fahad and soha
We chatted about some random stuffs , and for sure awkwardness occupied some moments. But the main subject was soha's apology about misunderstanding the situation. And my hate for myself grew more and more.
I went back home , this time I stayed at the roof staring at the stars and thinking Since that day , I couldn’t stop thinking about him , I was enabled to think about anything but him , remembering that day wasn’t a choice , my feelings won this time . what I extremely hate about my life , is that I always tend to love the wrong persons . my brother first and now
I want to hate him , I want to dislike him , if only that was a choice , if only
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