chapter 16

hello

This post is dedicated to my soul mate and sister @niza_nemo I love youuu <3   

I greeted soha in that dull , depressing room that was like a shelter to her after what happened…

  This time there was something different , soha was tiered , her pale face was an evidence that she wasn’t good , at all

Soha : fahad mumkin tetrkni m3a razan shwi

Fahad:akeed

Fahad left the room , what's happening here ?

Soha finally declaring what's happening: razan , tf'9li hatha *she handed me a box* etha 9ar finy shi , abeek tft7eenah , mo gbil , hathe amana meni lik  

She was tearing

Me: soha la tgoleen hal klam , allah y6wil b 3umrik w y5leek

Soha: allah kreem

I stayed for a while , and then left the room , I was thinking about this box , I was interrupted by a massage:

"meet me in **** after 30 mins"  

That wasn’t expected , adding to that I'm not ready to meet him ..

I was thinking about that phone call months ago

"…. , I'm tired of hiding my feelings and I suffer for having these feelings toward you because you are ….. !"

So this is time to face him , we both acting as if nothing had ever happened , but this scene of pretending is over , I have to be ready to face him , I have to handle the consequences of everything I said and meant

I took a deep breath , and walked to the table he was in

…: hi ,  I asked to see you today , to talk about the phone call we had on the past months , I don’t really get you , you love me ?

And he laughed a laugh f sarcasm and continued

I know all what happened between you and zeyad , and now you're also taking the risk to love me ? me , I seriously can't get you , as if I'm the only person left to love , how can you betray her , how dare you are ? what do you expect me t say ? I love you back ?

I remained silent , all this pain is unpredictable , I can't resist it , my tears was about to fall but I held them

…*shouting*: ANSWER

Me : what do you want me to say ? I love you wallah I  tried to hate you but I can't , efhmni wallah eni a7bik a7bik

I was shocked and stopped by his slap , a slap that woke me up , that Stoll all my dreams , because now , just now I knew that he would never be mine

….: law  bs soha t3rf  7gigtik , t3rf meen razan eli heyya m5do3a feeha , w9lt feek t7been zoj 9deegtik ?

Yes ladies and gentlemens the one I love is fahad , fahad soha's husband soha , the one who chose to stay with me when everyone left me , my soul mate , e5ti eli jabt'ha al denya w ma jabt'ha omi

The only problem in life is that you can't choose the ones you love , you can't control your feelings

المحبة من الله

Wait for next chapter to know what the box contains