Friday, March 1, 2013

chapter 12

whom I saw was unexpected at all , not after what happened at least ?

Who do you think ?







I saw fahad staring at me , his eyes were worried , afraid , they were so pure that they reflected all the pain in his soul , I didn't know what to say or what to do , a total shock , why would he be here , soha saw both of us together hugging, and now the life of their baby is threatened because of me , he must hate me , I was so confused , to speak or not to ? If yes what to say ? How long will we stay silent ? Ohh and who carried me to here ? I should be under the grit , my soul shouldn't be in this body ? I should be in a total another place , maybe anywhere but not with the person in front of me ?

My thoughts kept on going , and my eyes were selected on fahad , so and his eyes , each with his thoughts , no one speaking .

What a day , it isn't only fahad's shock , the shock is doubled now , the only question that was in my mind is WHY , WHY !!!

I thought that this silence would not finite , would not end , but everything has and end ,
The reason why we both spoke wasn't a choice , we had to speak for things not to be understood wrong , by this person whom saw us twice together.

Soha ?










Umm ?










No , actually it was zeyad , whom saw us twice in this hospital together. Why does it always has to be him , can't this thing get over ? Can't this drama reach an end ?

Fahad:ahlan razan , al7mdellah 3al salamah , soha t3bana ma gdrt tji ana jeet bdalha at6mn 3la 97utk , ana ast2thin al7een.

Noooooooo don't leave , I can't handle anymore awkward moments , me and zeyad ,ughhh , hell no , why is he here by the way ?

I was looking to the other side of the room , y3ni ma knt ashoof zeyad , I'm not ready to face him

Zeyad : umm adri faj2tik b jyeti hena men '3air sabi8 enthar , bs ana jeet 3lshan at6mn 3leeh l2nik e5ti  , eli 9ar bel ma'9i ma kan '3l6na , lakin e7na t7mlna nteejat shi ma lena thanb feeh , ana 8rrt ansa eli 9ar , I know it's hard , I know it isn't a thing that you can get over quickly , bs we have to do this , we have to love each other back , but as a SISTER and a BROTHER , razan e5ti sam7eni , ana t3bt men eli 9ar w 7as bel thanb , ana ma abeek tgoolen shi w ma ant'6r rd, bs abeek t3rfeen eni asif 3la kel eli 9ar , ana mashi , w al7mdellah 3la slamtik

I was pretty shocked , unexpected , zeyad telling me this ?

my thoughts were couldn't even complete , because here comes the third shock , omg no not you ....

Someone entered the room

Who do you think?

@LayanAlSukaibi thanks for your help ♥

2 comments:

  1. That was shocking and unexpected;o Ziyad
    But I think that was the right thing to do after all they have to get over it but I wonder who is going to be on razan's side now even her friend won't be there for her
    keep it up and we wish if you can make the posts longer please and thank you
    -much love
    xoxo gossip girl amz7=))

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